Sunday, July 19, 2015

Woe (Memoir)

We utter it not. We merely live it, distant from an intimate
response. It comes in segments, where change becomes
apparent. Our journals are speckled with thoughts. “It’s
getting better” becomes an operative phrase. Lights
appear within, where beliefs are reviewed. I speak of
sadness, long to box a mind, throwing a soul into traffic.
I saw it in her, to tickle a wave; but it lives in me, an iron
flower. Often a sentence strikes consciousness, where
suspicion ensues. We tell a thought, “Not today,” where
evidence appears apparent. We wait it out, ever to wait,
realizing a psychic wound. To learn to hide, in public
squares, is quite a task. Have we given others power, while
struggling to live? There’re empowered through silence; plus,
there’re empowered through voice. One might say, “Well
speak.” It’s not easy to articulate; plus, some thoughts are
embarrassing; plus, to share is uneasy. But share we must,
transforming thoughts, facing inner trauma. Else, a fortress
stands alone, reasoning from a well, possibly overdrawn.  

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