Monday, July 13, 2015

Probing

Delilah’s spirit; oh Delilah’s spirit. It was so clandestine;
where I uttered not a word; but heaven glistens—to anger
would be friends. It’s ever evanescent, probing to destroy.
It’s not for me, but closet intentions, to agitate psychic
webs.

So hypnotic, ever to hide, searching for a camera. We
serenade suppression, and monitor nothing. A model has
flourished; such a crooked model; but what of love, a fever
in the meadows, filled with mystique? I ask, uninterested,
peering demons.

Arise, my anguish, and float freely, a circuit in mourning.
Such an afflatus, loathing my soul, searching for power.
What amore—to give more, rapacious for Spirit, and more
amore. Something died, fully frenzied, where art ensued.
What to live—a soul torn—yearning forever.

I die and rise, indelible ink, skiing in a psyche—my very
own.

So much to tell, probing affections, waist high in
afflictions; for I mourn a field of frictions, striking roots,
probing my soul. What to give, and what to find, denying
me my rights? I ask, aware of deafness, for guile is not
love, and life is painted fey. A surgeon of spells mocks a
gate, attacking utopias. I sigh and move, maneuvering
through traffic, studying the wealthiest sins. 

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