Saturday, July 11, 2015

Painting

I sit in an office, looking at paint, kiln to kiln, and Ghost
to soul. Magazines chatter of riches, found in an image,
somewhat disappointed. I would like these things, semi-
engaged, taking them for granted. Such mystery: “I
want it, I want it not: Ah, I can live without it.” This is
luxuries, over-satiated, moving fast in a big body Benz.
I loved her like a wife, enthralled in pillow talk,
whispering something soft; but we live and outlive,
remaining distant spirits. Life is motion, ever in motion,
needing motion. What happens? Something remarkable!
Motion moves us towards growth, even love and
marital vows. Indeed, I sit in an office, scanning portraits,
while tracing lines. It’s all visual, house upon house, a
wheel of colors, and cobblestones.  In a present painting,
lines are forever, running through a woman’s face. Pain
is palpable, hidden beneath an afro, gazing into more pain.

A painting has affected soul, streaming into whys, and
pointing towards neglect. We lost her, screaming into
dungeons, and jumping jacks. She died before us, and no
one halted, and no one gave. Our hearts, living in a
background, daring to tiptoe a frontline. In her wake,
we raise questions, and rage the injustice. We pierce a
portrait, where ink’s to bleed, crossed into our fingertips.
There’s a life, a woman’s life, dead to caring souls. We
mourn soils, and dig graves, wrestling a full body mirror.
I see her crying, absent of tears, merely impressions. I
see her screaming, absent of sound, merely dejection.
Walk us near, and walk us far—to tell a woman’s story.  
I dream of justice, where a soul could rest, blowing out
the shadows. Indeed, she breathes in lines and paints,
scorned by reflection. I hear her, pleading her life; where
hurt was vivid, an oval and slender face. Eyes are so low,
semi-sedated—we wonder why!  

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