Monday, August 24, 2015

Pendulum Shift

Something’s gray, to scream for color, where a flower wilts. I’m found in turmoil, to censure woes, scattered in pieces. I reach for sadness, to channel joy, tucked in a knot. Something’s fallin, a part of self, lost for music. Where’s paradise, a tattooed fortress, ever to gain access. Oh we perish, tethered to grief, smiling through particles. I need for signs, a spoken breath, to grit for freedoms. There’s a cave, filled with relics, storming through childhood. The air is stale, sore for agreement, and drugged off pains. I climb a ladder, a beam of light, fraught with guilt; for mother’s dying, cuffed to hell, grinning at mischief. I care for peace, to mold for fragments, a need for decisions. Its earth for conscience, a flood of therapists, to knit through heartaches. I’m there, filled with voice, as fractured as trauma. Let night mourn, ever for morning, a set design; for hurt lives, to thresh a soul, stressing through waves. It’s more desire, to feel for seals, to live a solid sentence. I write for shifts, to soar with wings, sullen for wretched. “Exchange” I ask, to filter self, where sulfur’s thick. I’m lowly mad, to feel for facts, to turn a compass. Something’s gray, a great expansion, low on fuel. I trek a garden, somewhere a heart, pruning ‘motions; for there’s a feast, fraught with monsters, feeling for sanity. I turn left, to witness eagles, a system of tears; for there’s a hole, a face of wars, pitted against itself. Its ink for jewels, to write for freedom, staring at barefaced emotions. I cringe, to pierce for magic, a curse for blessedness. I return, a stiffened neck, shaking a fist. It’s hard to laugh, even for kittens, counting infractions. I’m shorn, piecing letters, ever to strike for ember.      


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