Tuesday, June 15, 2021

Side-by-Side

 

you venture loses in loving me, you’ve a bad record. several cravings many feelings so side-by-side disproving of science, holding to pain, viable love, sacrifice of home, family, sweet destruction. petals seem indicative they blow by winds unless moist, heavy, fraught by mire. stories tell us palaces, parades, we want to believe in parachuting, large yachts, passion becoming purple, ethics made royal – maybe aristocratic maybe elitist, as safe, secure, serene. so side-by-side so tender terrific so graphic in gardens, so sweet to touch. an oval face, filled by alienation, holding me in desperation; too good for existence, too raw, uncooked, with our existential chasing. serene infrastructure, absurdity revving, sour syrup, delight in simplicity – before jaded before sunshine is interrogated, before classes in human behavior. we keep it quiet, we salute our insecurities, a person might give you paranoia – assuredly, out of love, assuredly without motive, so secure with plurality.

 

dusty knees a mouth of dirt a forehead dripping sweat. too much to calculate along side driftwood, while alone others are entertaining. to come to evolution, to desire survival, with sorrow tailing our tailored words.

 

walls watch, it seems habitual, windows are metaphors – value is dependent, salacious happiness is false, contemplation plagues its hosts. a magnet in us. we keep around this carnival. our minds make harmony.

 

looking with images. debated in self. you give sweet indecision. energies shift, made high, left low. depression becomes natural. pain seems eloquent. our knees, our arms, our legs, most consumed by our uncertain certainty.         

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