Wednesday, June 16, 2021

“American Oxygen”

 

it has life at peaks so arranged to live by roots needing more extremes. it was sick simplicity so dear so hurtful how to achieve peace! you desire roses or flames at a nearby firehouse. it went its course it accomplished its language it belongs to deception. a person will dissemble as hiding feelings so close such a bridge to displease one’s fate. so much jealousy, most are unaware – this makes them more dangerous. fuscous feelings or feral famine at furious fragments; if dying is living, or sinning is justice, while power makes us weak. trance-fire a furnace fleshed-out or tragic terrors. where beauty was insanity or billiards isn’t enough, at a sea counting billows. upon a nemesia aside a wreck too much unfamiliar voltage. one might disappear while sounds are squeaking sure anguish in art. so touched by rain so influenced by religion with spasms growing higher.

 

I got close enough to fall backwards – telling secrets or hells like havens such pain to know you. so immaterial or a mental poltergeist at numen incapacities – or so reframed so restarted so much mud in mansions. a record on replay, a living room filled with pistols a person looking for a missing legacy. limerence is low we don’t sing those songs, with closets falling from skies. too much disrepute so mandated, or so easy to frustrate. so high, it all means goodness, while reality is a loud hyena; how has it happened – what came first – was it funny mentioning me?

 

I’ve no place in me. it’s been drained. I get flustered and laugh. the violence of salt those sugary texts, it must feel good – those hated characteristics, to fret instability, to want without giving.

 

upon a seabird like flashing into thunder an instant into uttering a lie; an hour to debate a fret in horrors with relations seeming so private. a song in a parrot or Naidu in a mystic, while they had sweet mythical romance.

 

many mindwaves many braincaves too much in the news. a bleeding inclination a dear nihilation while over yonder a man is telling where to strike him at. sour but syrup, hyssop but dry, so many smiles when others suffer – a real conundrum.             

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