Thursday, June 17, 2021

Nova Novelty

 

the collaboration will be awesome, exhilarating, an edifice of pride. so little time, we need excerpts, maybe 15 to 20 pages from memoirs or novellas, or 15 hard-hitting poems. something bordering on romance, love two shared, where souls relish in tasting each other. too dangerous or most exploratory or more of what we never utter. aside a song sits a saxophone. aside feelings sit intimacy. it’s mused upon, much silent night, how close two shall become? counting irritations, vying for control, demanding accountability. writing to break freedom, at sunrise asking questions, near a shrine fretting holy dimensions. one is serenity, sadness, cogent, a few scars – like trials or penchants, at leniencies for humanness. pure anguish at terrors entering into chambers – soft angelica or raw leviathan, it hurts, we need aggression; misconstrued as passion, else passion is aggression, or aggression is passion – miles into debates, floored into meta-attics, fevered enough to agitate regrets. as grabbed in silence, gripped, losing light, through portals as ultimate flame – a corralled soul a chamber soul at penalties in self those deplorable highs.     a distinctive narrative might when her anxieties – her to glories.     (much sodden in marrow many facets in dialogues much texture in resisting resistance. like a symbol of mourning, those eyes screaming, we engage, regretful, where we continue to engage. a feeling left undone. or a brain unable to take a hard stance. whereat, a soul is unraveled, harmed by its remedy.)     it’ll be a soulquake. it will happen with little notice. we’ll receive what we’ve planted. we’ll retrieve love where love is sewn. we’ll retrieve rain where rain was sickled. and we’ll retrieve anxiety where angst was made its seed.     (there isn’t a way around it. we’ll receive what was given, plus, more we’ve difficulty accepting.)    

I’d Save The Reader Years

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