Tuesday, June 29, 2021

Baby Is Bad

 

into it like an anthill so strange when alert too mesmerized by tears or alive in angels spoiled with fire so gifted when it hurts. an inrush her neck a hundred million tattoos—diamonds on skies pilots can’t drive a hit a cigarette while I need you; mashing gutter style so ghetto so infused trying to have zillions; a stunt for me a lie to me such hash for me.

 

I heard one speaking with ethics while foul like sewers. I made long winds I shortened my reply I noticed we hate each other.

 

a new bag a new car too live to sit still; no hugs a few kisses wild into my face; so difficult so damaged while pain becomes billion-dollar airplanes. an inmost tendency as hearing anguish—partner treats as if she couldn’t count—a mad penalty a ghost with body while it was never such a feeling.

 

eating seaweed running through marsh at a swamp in Los Angeles.

 

it isn’t meant to win an award, it’s straight by gut, so stupid while we can’t stop laughing; to see beauty as writhing a shot for balance.

 

sometime I get ghost I hit the highway I exit the doorway. sometimes it’s good while we ignore fancies (life as is—is different than those damn fantasies).

 

so real a true mentality like winning with anguish—those miles this block our midnight tendencies. many soulprints our connectivity, while many chasing like heathens.

 

no one comes, until it happens, while it took one to see potentiality. so actualized so dismounted doing like 50 mph—the sidewalk is illegal those poolhalls are lethal into a package like dying. I had a vision the music hit me Baby is bad—so crucial or a magnet if a chance—what would you expect?    

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