days splash
imprints while memories stir in glasses. much love in daisies sweet mellow
angst, suffer me in our exercise. an exorcist in me a poltergeist in pain with
whispering seeming so polite. I was anxious for something such raw anguish a
proper burial. catch us at pretend, her ideals, my life – as crooked souls
something without an odor while angered many see us. a bag of scars a jar of
pretty, wild ass makeup.
the premise is
weak the conclusion is absurd, no one with skills will fall for that. I remain
a bystander I keep a wand I never knew it becomes that way. a science slant or
dearly sensitive while so rigid it screams.
the margins are
jammed those gates are closed most fret a sardine feeling: primal aliens
sky-droppers or silence too neat to feel appropriate. most haven’t known ascetic, live music,
pearls and drugs.
many will not like
me but I never claimed martyr in a sullen river bathing near the Jordan. I prefer a gift for a gift a matter for
matters a glee for smiles. where have
we put nobility?
if it registers
too high, we denounce it, “those people,” we say.
I was never as
sick as they made me to be. I was never so happy as mother presumed. and I was
not the first to know a person’s resume.
most write in ink,
so many permanent appraisals, while some only use pencils. so devastated by
behavior. it doesn’t matter behavior. we just live this way. I have a seed, a
dear soul, I hope we make it.
I was so perfect
so deranged we played, I slept snugly. so much a whiff so intoxicated so sorry I
died early. a mind trying or mislead and screaming, it hurt like snakes when he
penetrated. so sour so louder the neighbors might call justice. a cult in you a
riddle in you so damn perfect the way we fit. I gave life I took tenderness it
was crazy how labor comes. a fool for sinning so aloof it was good, as a crazed
man sharing his alphabets.
layers to our
insanity a woman I might crave a tear bleeding its blade. I usually run I kept
the heart it seems sneaky to believe. a fret in a fool so devilish with, “I
love you.”
