Saturday, April 3, 2021

Sadness Feels Origin

 

over a mere walk leading to the kitchen, I spark a cigarette. mental balance or chasing leaves so debated by others. a bit morose a little melancholic, something in the waves. a voice for many, belief for others, or mind-disposition. I wonder more concerning interior according to what we feed ourselves. the best of quality at so much to breathe while 5p.m. means trying to relax. maybe a drive home or feelings catching up with miracles to love. a harp amid the temple a phone walking into clarity or a dungeon asking for mercy.

            something like a wall or a dam, but water is getting through. a fever those days. it’s quite incredible. we don’t but we do, as understanding what we’re learning.

            at a pivot or years at studies while one becomes different. many platitudes, most week days, even a few at home. a beer for Suzie, even a cigar, we find a bit of comfort.

            some are altered or overloaded with breath for adventure; by tension as measuring resistance – those secrets we share. letting go, if but it’s true, while time knows our anguish.

            I’m looking at a blanket gazing by a mirror the floor has dust bunnies. I’m not laughing. it’s been a little time. but I shall make it a point; for this becomes life, as most intentional, while we adore spontaneity. so millennial where we ask about love – or marketing joys to our consciouses.

            metal for personality, or melting for souls, while most thoughts are reviewed. but alchemy or stitching so much fabric. as souls leaping or minds on Resurrection, so much a fan of my projections. a feeling in a soul a mind in sorrow or holding to something like dying for it.

            often with reluctance or often an old song with something – I must ask, should one carry a laughing box? too much to be unreal or a problem we discuss while too sad to stay home.

            a meal too many a drink too soft or instruction quite internal. as this is the goal, as agents in this wilderness, while loving a person might come easily.         

Grays as Wars

    I never quite capture it. I remain distracted. Years to silence. It would be psychological, to war a man’s brains. To talk badly to non-...