Friday, April 23, 2021

Ghost Vision

 

by sluggish horse-drive by leaping willow by deep wrenching uneasiness. by buffalo hunting if galloping an inner rhythm so native to our curse. by heaving heart as racing to evaporate, I appear as a shadow. over sugarberries to admit rain such leaves speaking where music can’t enter. I have died. I’m long into memories. I return as a deer. so hunted so mutilated I return as a cheetah. panting in savannahs or swift on some animal while lioness watch fiercely. a meal taken a roar as it reverberates, I run clearing terrain such wheezing winds – by flute, so seduced, a jaguar watched a leopard. life is different by humans we assist in deliberation we delineate our magic; like pure non-sentience while conscious where a wild man speaks falderal. chemic atmosphere unrehearsed survival as it rises it flits. by paramour those endless escapes a man rummaged a snake cave. obviously nowhere, as maybe subliminal, or a sentence strikes its chord; most difficult silence or years unspoken because Jenny is a good sheep. such regurgitated nonsense where a person fixes something remaining broken, for it can never be fixed; so tenacious so ignorant while we must listen or negotiate or pacify – those dark, repulsive claims, those insidious filthy debates, while one asks, “Are we serious with this shit?”

a phantom swooping fastly if to catch a rising sin – those winds in guts I fly in huffs so arranged to die one day – sheer satisfaction or sheer disappointment so long into divisions.

a shark is on the couch a beast is in the room a tigress is aside a settee. a girl braids hair she talks and cooks she multitasks.

a boy, like 13, is rolling a cigarette. he laughs for no reason. he has a hidden ego. or his superego is haywire.

a cat sits atop a table a dog is growling a mother tells him to shut the hell up. but I dream like if awakened by ghouls or omens or cherubs.    

Grays as Wars

    I never quite capture it. I remain distracted. Years to silence. It would be psychological, to war a man’s brains. To talk badly to non-...