Saturday, April 24, 2021

Love, Indifference, or Disregard

 

I grab a glass I see reflection I blast a cigar. I sense independence I know it was hardwon in alleys so figurative. tell me science or tell me love or tell me it’s not so serious. as bled a color as it leaked one forgot his station. our souls at doors our women underrepresented at such mahogany torture. 

the way we use or scrape emotion so enthralled many years ago. if but status but life is cold a punctured reality. such a warrior the smaller gestures as creatures aborted to damages. by biology to assert realism or phantoms in crowds—so close to remain unseen. no respect for suffering as trying to increase suffering while a daughter sits on the couch. women as housecleaners or women as lawyers or fighting harder to earn what one deserves. 

I roll faster I unlatch a linchpin I sit guzzling insanity. I met her or laughed as a sense of self-defense. 

those magnets as repelling while pushing backwards. the oak bleeds the vanilla cries those respects are seldom. gates are opened. we walk through. a sign says, “Welcome to Terror.” 

a family name so I named myself it roots inside of me. an anchor knitted softly while needing reality as most turn to others. such a song as it proves, we engender disappointments. but many select as in an instance, where being used outwits being lonely.

 

I vanished like a thief as abused too often — such inertia, so abased, it was hell climbing upward. so numb like too much, and many escaped, to our jealousies. an upsurge of rightness a need to feel honest a gut made into a wizard. too many outcomes or too much love while we never so fully at ease. if so, we channel our ice, where one is afraid to expound — I spoke, freedom was smacked with facts, while many never discussed issues — as soul built or it never mattered or it engenders division. a soul gunning harder, or a lady searching books, while our experience hasn’t been all bad. so ignored I feel essence or an effusion of disregard.     

Grays as Wars

    I never quite capture it. I remain distracted. Years to silence. It would be psychological, to war a man’s brains. To talk badly to non-...