Sunday, December 13, 2020

Winter Winds

 

I ate a lemon I stole sanity while mother was washing dishes. I held a ditch I took to gravity while depending on mother. we had a dynamic so sickening while listening to nothing. I met her thrice I held panic so close to loosening insanity. so many pipes a sore island such raw flavors. I took to drinking. it seemed appropriate. despite those private concerns.

            I heard a woman it sounded distinguished, I was fresh from hell; so, any beauty was good beauty, any pain was erasure rain, as tides would hit our living quarters. to deepen family some trenchant ideal while we forget how people behave. some net some hook while we depend upon a title. fury in a grape or misery in an apricot while looking for what to do!

            we make sense of something irrational because we desire control. a punctured brain a try at life while fighting seemed so senseless. (as they conjure is how they think while fixing things makes it a bit troublesome.) going backwards, begging forgiveness, where reality has become solidified. to hate his intestines while doing wrongness we wonder of hypocritical headquarters.

             I float on a cigarette I hit Malibu and pulled over. I saw her laughing, it seemed amazing, I was lit on naturality. I spoke a sentence some cryptic design but straightforward. we ate a meal we giggled softly, I disappeared. it becomes truths or decided ingredients—what are we willing to give?

            I heard silence I chuckled at essence, I met another and spoke plainly.

shall days become skies? shall stealing lives become illegal? some creature inside something at bay while most see, what will destroy them. I burned out at some brink by fringe of locomotion. too much grieving—I had to shake it—while so indebted to devotion! (it went so wrong as accused of living such raw incognito; so close to a scream as a man might watch where fury is an undercurrent; for Love knows him or Love was indebted while it remained a feature.)

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