Thursday, December 17, 2020

Night Ambient Saxophone

 

life is piano or violin or valves, cylinders, trumpets and triumphs; bold grammar cues or gesticulations while Love read Humanism. the legs of elephants those seas of old while skies bear witness—to dear devastation the nuts and bolts while a man died near a sewer. those professors are chefs those lawyers are chiefs or mother was more than vicious. torn years a craft with words or struggling for content: so much at virtue such vandals in cities so wild Love adored his ignorance.

sometime diligent. she brings it out. where reality becomes irrelevant—some bold creature, in days with venom, while the poet is pure contradiction.

too much as linear, a man goes crazy, so, we give room for oxymorons.

such apostasy for some, others as raw ass atheists or most trying harder to appreciate scripture—the agnostic the antagonist where one becomes centered for attention. such ascension those gray areas such films in his mind where he met one such a miracle.

to die alone to crave candescence or to make a move filled with mental contempt.

I drank the medicine I smoked brilliance I was a younger error; it was rage in guts or gears in trombones where a soul played in vomit; so cursed it felt goodness so dark it was appealing but never enough substance to sustain joy.

I couldn’t see her she was too aloof I was fifth priority; so bittersweet, it felt terrible, but it was my worth.

kenisic eyes or a palm with shells or knuckles dragging against sorrow—the beauty of the bride a day arising where it was a long voyage coming!

arid sensitivities or dry passion while we need to bring ourselves to the table. to expect a man to ignite something absent, where failure is on both parts. an ingrown attitude a fraught emotion while life has a protagonist running from herself. such clear water such fresh mistakes while one says, “I should own this by now!” so spoiled by feelings or unspoiled by facts—if others would ask before judging!

I drift into a person, by reading closely, where many foci on what’s not said. I surmise when clouded I see sky-berries I collapse, fall-out, and return. so muddy in there such glitter out there while a person is engrossed by airs. a polite shun a grimace at random or one plain disgusted!     

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