Sunday, December 13, 2020

Normal But It Hurts

 

I saw screams they echoed afar those fibers were fraught by needles. soft melody softer thetic pains while the thesis made a position; those green souls so favored for innocence or such tender melanin. as eyes invade temples some might see those hidden things. a black incident a black caricature or a black pantomime. such puppets such relaxed cartoons so evolved it’s hard to speak. a woman so cold so gifted so intolerant—but essence smiles but buttered lips where gravy is medium dry.

            I was attracted to some creature. I got closer. I saw a dark person. I measured skin. I drank gin-juice. it was hell into a season of slyness. the world is gunning, it’s a fatal game, while letters are held in boxes. the battle of demons the agony of petals those sweet saffron flowers; to fret by disgusts to leap for pain where some wires have crossed dearly. by phantoms in her eyes by luxury to make passion while so delicate over strangers.

            two would meet. they might say something nice. two would need something profound. they might find in each other a rose they never dreamt while screaming in pure anguish. the prodigal souls such creative genius as to return receiving apologies. sore war into cadence such remedies in skies while loving lasted as it originated.

            those graveled scars the muddy hindsight while seeing me is distracting; to sense body to feel intangibility while trying to explain our actions. so many things so many realities to ponder until it gets through: those symphonies so agitating as it seeps into a maddened state. by rubies to hear by rhinestones to dislodge or by greater sorrows to stay near home. some gentle palm as all we need while said palm is plural.

            such raw terror, such human discussion, where it hurts but it’s normal. some loophole some anomaly, where forgiveness has become normal—aside a stack of vengeance!      

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