Friday, December 11, 2020

Unbeknownst To His Wings

 

mostly mythos minded or mythos delirium or mythos identity. to arrive at ourselves, or to select customs over logic—such strange predilections. so many mind appliances or soil bleeding essence while fraught by adult memories—or the absence, thereof. so salacious for attention. one wonders about commitment. how have the many become one?

            I spoke with a gatekeeper. we speculated over screams. it was different to see deception. but I’m a weary man, living on a weary island, while I expect something proving my inadequacy: the enchant of a dahlia, or sickles to my skies, or something preventing full entrance. by a kind man, an indifferent contradiction, where it hurts to examine fire.

            we mimic behaviors, something uncouth becomes our repetition, or we might become evolved. but Love is herself, while others should be mindful, as if our mutuality is on trial.

            I try by intuition or I live by distance where many are having difficulties. 24 x 7 such deep condition while some are raving over 20 hours a week. it looks casual it seems perfected where two are experiencing what they would hide. we create space if but to survive while too much might cause disagreement. to rave over a woman, as seen three times a week, as to presume she is an angel. it might be obvious, but four-hour intervals—are easy to master, unless unhinged a bit. we must assess reality, based in evidence, as opposed to jumping to conclusions.

            I skip a little into something metaphysical or something we assert to make sense of a cryptic reality. the hurt or rain those stems those feelings as submersed in intellectual rationalization. a man sounds smart as he lives his ambivalence where he hasn’t three words to give. such contradiction, such wailing uncertainty, where one wishes to be of assistance; as coupled with mania, or better, depression, to trespass on someone’s island. pure dysfunction or a little disclosure while a man loves unbeknownst to his reasons.

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