Friday, December 11, 2020

Science of The Daily Scream/Dream

 

logos by insanity or survival or bias. pure dust as particles of rust—or sweaty insecurities.

such new aged fidelity or sadness to a tone as crime is often in our voices.

such adrenaline to an apostrophe as some indicator where we might not pause.

by raw condition into midnight hours a soul is determined by stamina.

            maybe a pint of ethanol or busted bulb intestines or a period as it dissipates. we speak of menopause as transformation—we speak of depression.

            a jar of beliefs such adamant pillars—but no one adheres to them.

            upon jasmine lips or jasper ears sweet devastation as requisite.

            a New York stroll or a Chicago sun softer into kilowatts; by grace of a little box, I give it souvenirs, I need to remember shortly—after violet lies or tension for rabidness or those peaches we shared—by albums on repeat by weirder science or so sublime it becomes misinterpretation.

            an inward stowaway such miserable mirrors, or assistant to some wonderful indebtedness.

            but an heirloom or a bottle with a ship inside. to feel by environment where others are living their art; or fantasy with bars or daydreams with memories as to have each one sorted in files. or to ignore like daff as times change where normal people go the damn off. (as a child shoved into his femininity insomuch as raging in his masculinity—but never a whisper!)

            sure flux of wilderness or dark behaviors on repeat to conclude something in order to survive. allusions meant for meanness or sold illusions or tampered for its collared message.

            lacking sugar or reasonability as some instrument in an apparatus. or so sour it must behave where it tastes so appealing.

            by puzzle to meet us by riddle to decode us or by grace to walk another mile. such grappling walls such a fading torch where we must realize our upcoming portraits.  

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