Wednesday, December 9, 2020

Metal Might Grow Flesh

 

I am losing while winning it’s an unfavored exchange. so many marionettes so many puppeteers wild into a storm. to get angry or content with deception a radiant receptor. blue miles so asunder as cute into a daze. I never ask, or I never text, it seems evident. our rivaling for a plateau our overweighed balcony our coming to irritate; assorted distrusts or memories taken precedence where monsters are always innocent. but it means little in a confident conscience where his heart isn’t condemning him.

            I ignore us to find us while location seems irritating. we have something dreary. it’s part of a web. while we have nothing for our horizon. it’s mediocre or unfulfilling where a person needs total absorption. not as reciprocal but more for power, insomuch as to attain to status.

            we ever have facts, but one causes rope, where it’s quite systematic. so faced by a phone call, seated with admiration, so dismissive such wattage expecting one to deal with image. those trees in our forest, they obscure perception, where reality is never singular.

            the insecurities we give as needing music or some cryptic waltz.

            a pond of mistakes where one decides some measure of tolerance.

            too aesthetic but unappealing or too ecstatic to ever achieve. such habits or a need where rules aren’t dominions. as devoted creatures, so concerned with our minds, insomuch as to discredit too many feelings. a design or miracles a cure for a few where reality is second guesses. mountainous signs, galactic symbols, while deep rationality is seeking solace.

            to love or feel false in walls surrounding our island; filled with bodies as craving certainty in a measure to avoid discomfort. by great happiness, despite consequences, where only majority rules. as cultured sinners as availed sinners where a person betrays past voices. to have adored a liaison to have it in soul while everything has become sawdust.

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