Thursday, December 24, 2020

16 Memories As They Blur

 

so much in flux the shame of mother or the rain as it never disappears—the volume of insanity those courage chains while father just returned; a gut needs seeds a ground needs water or soil requires minerals. tears from bones marrow in essence or cartilage in a person’s mouth; to rest in the underbelly as designed to live an underdog while a psych might see arrogance; the blood on the shore those seaweeds made riches those ghosts never reaching that island. in vanity to utter so much a tender slither of love; but amateurs now to feel such musicality as one croaking to adore. by sunbird upon a leaf or boundaries in a curse or anarchy in its vice—the tyranny of such fire to have arrived while losing if but the baptism of her anxieties; a rough patch a dear meaning while society dies for ideograms. such purpose in survival such push in forgiveness where one was interior prior to The Great Swoosh!

            we teeter on breakthroughs so tethered to sacrifice where she never tried harder—those eyes piercing those tiles laughing where one says he’s anti-human—some creature some immovable ghost while many live in an asylum: deep alcohol deeper inventions such stench in its living quarters. or minds attached to silence such victimization or too close to pass a lie. such useless elements or but one dimension such paradox to wonder about curiosity; some purple feeling so strange its arrival, when a soul is too distinguished to feel noticed.

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