Tuesday, December 8, 2020

Wallpaper Mystery

 

so baked so intense where a soul meditates a daughter. such fire in pain such deliverance in chains while most struggle with shame. that other region that truer reality those bones or cartilage or mystic arteries. curtains hiding chaos a child awakening from a nightmare or mother such softer hands. bleeding yogurt or passionate such a second while we wonder of sticky glue. so sacred it seemed so devout into elegance where whispers open oceans. I loved this woman I was sick into a coma while to this day I ponder this woman. but a dead zone but animosity while a hut is floating by a tsunami. father was ruler a foolish man while we contemplated a million-dollar escape. so filled by fantasy, such a thick ink woman, so thrilled she might select a soul. or a thin incident a petite project where most desire too much to sustain. so rattled such a rattler while I ate venom. if to adore life winning to ensure like destiny our ravens in our interior. upon a settee to lose his life such begging for another rite; but Love found one a gorgeous one a true lover; the pain in a man to lose his star where she moves on with grace. (those younger years looking at weddings while most desire a trenchant essence; some woman sure exhausted, some woman so detectable, as she adores like bleeding a man’s guts; so satisfied so lost where every particle is to fiend for his resurrection.) if torn blood sheds if arriving she screams out, if aggressive she pleads for damnation. but a flippant guard but insanity of her body, while so secretive with feelings. so lost so belonging where aching for pure murder. blood blue remedies sheer crying profanity where excuses are raging fierceness. such jealousy such discouragement if but to sustain one lasting devastation. our minds rewound our havens re-starched, as one realizes too much to enslave. such a catapult so convenient while Love might encounter a rising sky. so uncovered such thriving grace a woman a diamond after four deliveries. too much to understand why a man would adore one woman where others are easily dismissed. his angel, another’s mistake, such paint in terror!         

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