Sunday, December 6, 2020

Paradise Wobbles

 

by woodsmoke or chains so fixed on debating. a grimy soul as it might surrender while life is a miracle. blood blue bells as accused in conscience so much terrible remorse. to die in essence to rejuvenate in essence to again surrender to graves. such organizers such caseworkers such psychiatrists—to carry Moses to lavish in Christ, such forgiveness for existence. an organic apricot or some damning fruit, while we assume it’s an apple. but Love was scissors cutting red tape as if running through cotton. upon a saxophone by sweet nectar the smile hides its grief. such mágoa such deep cuts, where a face is so beautiful: a breadnut glow, such radiant butternut, so brilliant in modesty. a bed vision such piano blessings while holding God’s viola. by cello to adore one, by pain to unforgive one, or by aesthetics to try one more ‘gain!

            so many spliced as genetics are tyrants where no one shall envision.

            upon dragon berry or wyvern souls such haven in disliking agitation. as it’s life, sheer gravity, two strong wills. where power is fury, or pain is firewood, such filth in hiding others. sipping black water, on a black night, at a black lagoon. so black so pure while many are shifting disparages. a birdsong near a birdcage aside a nozzle in a backyard; or an ear those days nailed to a doorsill. to imagine such glamour or to gauge such glitter, so wild such winter so driven. a symphonic opus or a manic masterpiece while moving too fast for salvation.

            our Aesop Fables our foxes our grapes our lions our bulls or some miser in our land. couldn’t see her, but tried tugging jute, to jut out a pathetic grin. so much it can’t exist, so silky, small, or perfect for infatuation; a palm of juleps an opaque dawn if to know then this wisdom now: by topaz naming or Peru for romance if but such it can’t be explained; not a feeling as dying a womb too much too placeless. sure photogenic such deep movement as skies upon an acidic storm. to pawn his heart, to un-resurrect his guts, such trenchant paradise.

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