Friday, December 25, 2020

Inside-Out Heartbeat

 

sooner than later while living his parable his allegory—such pollution into a soul while asking for normality those screams in mirrors those fragile witnesses while too much to contain.

            to strew inertia, so primal, to wonder of dinosaurs with depression. his story is told his recovery was untold our conversation was partially recorded. so listless those mornings such a tomb of dirges while lit into a rocket; decaf liquor renegotiated premises while sensing some ghost in its dis-clarity … as wild animals into foggy lenses weathered by behavioral sophistry; the ghetto as it dies those paths as aggressive our motion into atmospheres. by numbing interaction to abuse a child as needing that child to survive; our aging regrets our deceit as normality while most carry a level of shame. by values such ethical conversation while something is profound—the flight of the deer those snakes in a bundle or eyes with premises.

            by chasm gates by remorse for sins or too gone to have a conscience.

            the amore of sadness the gut of the alienated or walking some thin interior; too uncovered too removed where it must be pathology; for feelings are precipices or cliffs are rejuvenation as trees are blocking mountains. so much acumen but so partial as some make-believe identity. so near a lake, aside a sweatshirt, while a sunbeaten zinnia.

            our last beginning while it shouldn’t be hard but so averse to something inside.         

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