Thursday, December 17, 2020

Plumbless Fire

 

by desperate scar as but to arrive with desperate despair. by lights to avow vengeance upon a life destitute of its kindness. to alert central system to cave by longing fire or to adore as tides clash—such fight in its bull such remorse in its kingdom such anxiety to defeat an interior monster; as wrestling shadows or wrangling archetypes in a world semi-connective. by undercurrent friction to have met by eyes as casting a lasting inquiry; a soul made delicate such wit made lethal while we desire something passive; to ambush our loins to submit to our prowess with so little to sustain our ardor. a man is confused, he becomes flustered, such deliberate loneliness. so short with thoughts so intimate with pining with contrary forces at our gullets. by throat of the lion by mouth of the lioness by fangs of the hyena; so eliminated inside such rolling boulders where a man spends his life subjected to tasks.

so furious in a bride such roaring awakening too un-astute too uncivilized. as needing rudiments while loathing rulers such fate by a man’s own sword. tender accordions or more softer pianos as a soul might drift ashore. a palm of sand as tossed so nearby such heaving into seaweeds. that place we despair, is that space we exhaust, with anguish tugging our humanity. so curious where it hurts, too fretted to see, or so centralized it begins to un-favor itself.

isn’t it possible as to crave eternal one soul without interruption?

miles to an island as disregarding debris where coyotes are emphatic to lead innocence astray; or too innocent to love, or too innocent to possess, or too innocent to trust. by passage of its animal by familiarity of its habitat or by furious desperation.

where bone is promise or her word is statuesque while we depict pictures containing greater activity. too gentle to win or so aggressive she flees or resentful for something elemental. pure flaming creek, or tree high in tension, if but to have loved by plumbless fire.              

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