Tuesday, December 29, 2020

The War Is for Vaccines

 

what might become of investigation?

/ I get antsy inside / something is interrogating inside / a ladybug is near / I pat my leg / it flies up and lands closer inside …

but we never mention it, we just inhale it, something is meant to die.

how many variances? when will I get vaccinated? how do we rush faster?

I was shunning feelings. it seemed normal. I have played marbles inside. as a mosaic or prosaic or thetic or metric creature.

those emotions are all night long. the race is now ten months chasing. (I would like to apologize) … to spirits or dreams, while I have another vision.

I would one last seed or darkness as proficient or darkness as segue to insights — by valleys inside or alleys embedded where we watch souls sell proclivities.

one might admonish me or another might endorse me while many take sentences seriously … so blighted at times, or ethically uneven, or watching while listening — it can get silly!

I looked at an infant / she spoke clearly / I saw something special … such precise spearing such inedible emotion while kneeling on tarmac.

it was unusual while clarified — we just say, “Such and such is offbeat.” a scientist needs to unveil, a doctor needs to decode, or a therapist needs to listen.

a woman carries sharks. she unknits adolescence. she becomes a freedom fighter.     

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