Monday, December 7, 2020

Inspired by Lynda Barry II

 

ability. account. acre. air. amaze. amuse. appear. attend. beware. beyond. blanket. boost bundle. burst. border. business. cage. calm. capital. capture cargo. carpet. case. captivity. cavity. certain. charge. check. chief. climate. cling. clumsy. code. colony. comic. command. compass. contain. count. command. course. crease. crooked. crane. cube. curtain. dairy. deal. decide. deed. deliver. depart. (What It Is 141). 

“I am…” 

“what is an image?”

 

I depart from myself. a man first delivered to slums. so wild to watch self-depreciation. those deeds in blood those decided debts, like going in planning on deceit. such deal breakers such raging charm while climbing like never it was discovered. our farms such sweet dairy our souls such raw abandonment while a person is needing more empathy. I pull back curtains, or gander at a garden such gawking before I came back. a few cubes of ice, for tea with rum, while suggesting noon comes when it arrives. some dear soul might set us free but we must first suffer our slums. but a crane so crooked a crease in our innards—so ghostly communion some crazed ideas where ideals hold folks in alignment. by course of its command, many will go for destruction, we wonder why we see differently. such soul counts so uncontained or depending on an unstructured compass: as it appeals to honor, some excellent honor, where most entertain several regrets. a comic colony, as in such region, to abuse our beasts by being bestial. some code of honor, some clumsy ass reasoning, to cling to climate feeling like a chief. too many transactions. too many unchecked roses. so certain a charge for humans. I ponder certainty in a land stunted by realities where many say faith isn’t sufficient. a deeper cavity. a bigger cavity. it requires more drilling. as souls exit captivity some case in our minds, to sit, while stoned, on plush black carpet. too much captured cargo. too many silent, broken sanctuaries. so capital by happiness, so calm in pain, where reality seems infused by cages. what is our business? what are our borders? how have I offended thee? such visitation such velvet dahlias while running & running & returning & returning. to burst an image, some emotional image, where verbs are used to paint feelings. some assignment some wonderful practice, if but to warmup to some glorious release. a bundle of booters or beyond our blanky, such rich ransomed or rancorous roses. to attend what we beware such amusing appearances. so casted to dungeons such real forgiveness, as a type where bodies balance barely. to disappear on a vast acre so much an air of ability. by montage by singularity-anguish or too plural or become pragmatic. those ceramic mugs so engraved where agony is joyful. so coldly warm such linear crookedness as some unalive heartbeat. as I am a creature, feuding with invisibility, where this brings mental anomalies. I am some person, or that person, fueled by fierceness. I see fire. I am its fire. I am some alien in some land hostile to my culture. I am a journalist. I am a professor. I am inborn psychology. as a creature in a soul with something watching behind my eyes. I am such a flying absence, or I am so present it becomes aversion, I am advertised in swamps. I am a mayfly I am a museum or alienated from something I don’t want.

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