Thursday, December 31, 2020

Carnivals Are Combined by Ghettoes

 

I made a slingshot, it was craft with a hanger, plus, rubber-bands and a patch. it seemed simple it seemed pure but what else occupied time?

such mental lash such black licorice or haven-heart into a white queen. such raw resistance such needs for perfection, I wanted a virgin.

indeed, some adolescent wish some kingdom in men where women might need an acrobatic.

too alarming, for we never imagine, a black goddess. some heroine some essence to die enlove with scents—or some womb too powerful where men are accustomed to easy.

lips speak quickly while hearts renege—it was so instinctual. but reversing into time, some crime we commit, where fixing leaning towers seems important

—the ghosts in souls while he dreams so cut by apartheid.

            by glowing outwardly or seas in dooms where clowns’ mock serenity—some wraith mating some omen while mother gazes into door-fixtures.

            I liked origami as something in rites where most were held at attention.

            the block is contagious so flammable so indiscreet—war into veins such tar or rawness while one is going through dejections. such convulsions so many phantoms such roaring vomit.

            I saw a man as sawn in twain his intestines leaking on concrete. such tandem cries such swarming flies while we carried his trauma. too much ease with it, too quick to status quo, at terror looking like normality.

            I made a skateboard from stolen wood and hammy-down parts. mother laughed or cracked a joke—beauty was so long ago I can’t remember.

            some magnetic force some volt in signs while each by differentiation.

            (more to honesty.)

in this field of thorns, thickets, or one flower. I was smitten some mitten to heart, for one was so indistinctive; as distinguished as life, so captive in our woes—to die like shivers to dry-out like skies, heaven is so humid.

too deep in its pouch such Love for its ribbon, while senses played salsa.

 

Freesia Winds

 

the chaos of the leopard, sick into psychoses, while appeasing perceived friends. some cavalier person, some trenchant discourse person, or someone needing control. I left a watt somewhere in memory I coasted into delirium. if to break tyranny some group of strangers while titles are not signings of goodness. the mechanism as those remotes as signatures of authority. some serpent discussion while we watch as desiring our entrance; so cold into December such rain for a day, while I need to conquer me. if but to explain the aching discomfort while most are pressing forward. such hunting rites such crevices while a woman was just circumcised. souls depart alone as they entered in company such ruthlessness. the book was displaced the cigar was stolen the feeling in one knowing how we make sex. such bears in our pursuits, such reaching coyotes, while a person might permit desecration. indeed, a vessel has loved, she has died, while she loses her best confidant. or a man, as never a seductress, to fight for dear life so late into memories. pain becomes intelligence, a keen intuition, a freeing nature. at something open to alleviate anxieties while most feel art is too liberal. I loved like crazy, I cheated early on, a close acquaintance told, got close, then moved on.

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