the housekeeper found me. I was curled in
a knot. I felt humiliated. it seemed inevitable our contradiction our lives
crossing at an impasse. dungeon blues or engines so cursed it seems normal. to
give him life as a need to feel needed while never equipped to guarantee
success. grounded glass or white pebbles or bags filled with twenties. if to
hate anything in which it contends—while life is meant for sky crafting. the
sin of its beliefs those intrusions meant for harm while a complex meets with
everyone depicting game … for we need praise we need ostracism, only if we
haven’t learned humility. some fancy name some prison element some waltz down
roads in blood. a hit of terrific an imbalance in chills such rough beginnings;
to remember momma to sense father or to entertain grandma. the pain of its
coarseness those railings in anguish while a child soaks up something
irregular. he speaks loudly he lives certainties while ignorance is never on
radar. so different from others, it stands out, where they must be irregular.
I heard her voice it was late into dreams
closer to screaming at myself. sore predicament or human travesty while
escaping is a project. a person meets someone, that someone tells his story,
that becomes a reason to tug at wires. a person would leave—as somewhat
distorted—another in a spatial coma. pain as a landmark or trauma as a marksman
while running becomes meeting self; such plurality such negotiation while
sanity becomes bias. to never respect position, to weep over a mango, while
pictures assail someone claiming indifference. such contradiction, to wail out
yelling, as to confuse some part in self. I heard her voice, while it bemoaned
about anything in an innocent box; such stinky socks those miles in sweat while
someone meant to execute distraction; such topaz sorrow, such mineral passion
at gates or curbs debating dissatisfaction. as we adhere to some simple thought—most
are either featured in it or exhausted by it. the psychopath demented the
sociopath gregarious or both so raw it’s pure elevation.
