Monday, December 7, 2020

The Collar Is a Teardrop

 

status of a sandbag, a mind like mathematics, while we migrate; it ends in me it begins in me it celebrates in progeny. so unfastened such a diamond personality, or dreading our conversation. standing in shadows so many pieces so delirious for secrets—to play like third week lovers.

            I reinvent some wiretap running through bushes. so believable so much in helicopters spacing from concrete to trains—too numb so hydrated it was feelings such an error; so cured so exhausted while doors shut violently; but as reptiles some snake filled with dark repentance; flogging penance alike to awesome alike to inner benefits; such wanton deliberateness, it’s never enough, so alike to a stranger’s face.

            change jackets. try like desperate. witness something bigger than opinion.

            true depth or fabricated intelligence while we vacillate—between it’s authentic versus it doesn’t kiss ass. such anguish in souls, a pantheon with rules, or software with keys to pass over.

            but Love is true to pain, a skilled warrior, while it seems a certain Greene path. such accessories such anger while we float like flies; carpeted skies such flailing minds our backs heavy with expectation.

            to flush our dirge to suffer our dearth while leaders try so hard to ingratiate souls. upon a nerve a caged reality so stark with illusions. a film in a pallor a cinema in kidneys or a mother’s liver—surefire inertia or painted winds so chemic we miss our advertisement.

            such knots such ghosts while one will sell falderal; as looking into courage while pleading sentiments as explosive a gut in terrors. so simplistic in this world with hyenas laughing.

            too private to behave too easy to realize, a soul actually adores you!

can’t unsay it, while years later, as it controls interactions. a stellar appetite such subsistence but a locket inside-out. so great a fable, facial mnemonics, but one first wound!          

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