Sunday, December 27, 2020

Unforgettable Woman

 

I would desire passion, a sick glass Pablo, to find while stumbling, a home in the Hills. so chocolate so petite too thin but life—the ghosts those waves as deep into Indian beauty. such happenstance so galore in shadows such poise at its doorposts. by vacuum by trust as if love surrenders, those aches those yelps while a man was losing senses. too elitist to evolved while so raunchy. the fire at camp the flame at furnace so much a dear friend. but a young man as rolling a beast or too many riches inside; too serious to dance too attached to chance while gorgeous moon needed aggression. I would admire passion, too sick with thunder, so quick to provoke, too silent to win. a need for confrontation a need for a man losing senses so uncured so provocative or existential to a fault. I adored its ingredients while pining over jam such buttocks too aesthetic for closure; such raw fluids such trickles of blood so scented it was hell to abandon. years into ridiculous so remote to a channel as a conduit in his psyche. too real to surrender such pain to remember while Love just had a child. I appear to me I appeal to society it becomes aggression—or grownup masculinity. but dear justice, such cupping breasts such grip for a man only seventeen at age. so quiet so silent while needing into a blue horizon. the rain as it wagers those odic fevers if but to imagine life without forethought; a woman’s scream her activity if but one would forget rules! true fierceness, as dying to possess, where Life become Jackie Collins! I would admire death, so dark into a windmill or so naked it felt like vulnerability. at age with violence at souls with contempt while to possess like the nastiest creation in cosmos. too rare in an instance or too giant in sequence as aborted into pure filth!         

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