Thursday, December 10, 2020

I Try Never to Worry

 

it might unhinge me by troublesome chaos while I try never to worry. I hear silence. or days crowding into nights. or skies searching crevices. as irreligious/evolved creatures, nor was it of interests, those reports about towers. we seek a vaccine, some permanent insurance, without side effects. relationships are sturdy unsteadiness. either at comfort or at insights. where boxes are filled by desperation.

I try never to worry.

a soul is nonchalant. it’s most obvious. while demanding affection.

I try never to worry.

the year trampled many—under foot or sanity—trying assertive positivity. many lost the regime, families under gravel, insides writhing, cringing, so much intestinal attacks. (Love is a scientist, a leading space invader, a Black woman.)

we see ugliness sore morose indifference our world is selfish.

I try never to worry.

preachers lose it. it becomes overwhelming. to watch opinion ignored.

it becomes offensive, as dealing with a creature, uneasy about being respectful—while demanding one to play sponge absorption.

many need unevenness or some element where behavior is unchangeable.

I try never to worry.

a state is dying—Convid-19 is decimating the people—where they argue against masks … what have we become!

I try never to worry, but it seems irreversible, where religious souls are intuiting signs. the punishment of trespass, such biblic cadence, where many are rushing their agenda!  

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