Monday, March 29, 2021

The Roof Gave Eyes

 

I was at a rocket soft into unholiness such robbery such trials. a feeling in a hospital as dreamt of perfection while a man is wild over hunches. a bit paranoid, but not then, while one disclosure disposes a soul to dungeons. an oaken Cross to bear my weight as adaptive or delusional. so much these years, as wondering, if hell is existence. a state of mind he said, but what about closeness, I often feel like them. a banner in seas a scream in skies so abused it felt normal. at the nave of its navel, addicted to her scent, so withered from her praise. a deadman at tears while too masculine to utter defeat. a point by breakage a film inside where it seems too delicate. a bit numb and looking while a person will play the lute; to hate sentience, to admonish greatness, or to pretend they never heard the bass. turnstone faces or triggered friction while tired those fractions. so abased like reliving if but those pianos; to feature a dream to model an art where most people are want to ignore you.

            the plaint the pelt the freeway. at a distance, while I watch you, it seems a bit dreary: those pictures as memories as listening to one with true cries. a lying maniac a lying fool, even lying where souls are wide awake. it never stops it moves forward with screams in shadows.

            I would praise Passion so unfiltered inside but life kept kicking cans.

            so dear to believe. so happy he loves you. so selfish to ignore it all.            

            a feud in a horn a saxophone in a drum a heart in another heart.

            the pain was its curse. the feeling while they search. if but to reduce one a little lower. or so charged to love one, like a promise from oceans, at a dear riddle. a weft in weaving a kit in mechanics where we see as we wish to; so deep those years. every man needed you. we soon regroup. but one was silent. he paid attention. he wanted you – as more a wife, he ignored the past, he put in for ownership.

            I admire him. for sex is not love. where two come together and have children.  

 

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