Friday, March 19, 2021

So Clear It Hurts

 

the company of souls so neat into fire. lifeblood communion or dialogue while a man goes mad. to use language as acceptable to shiver such catalyst to flame or torture or diamonds. moving through fields such force such casualties. to have crossed faces such into thunder as light caused a fetus to kick. the baby leaped at your voice those candles in brains they lit like smoked logs. so tender into our end so cured those final hours while vigil was a half month. a mother with child a father excited a daughter with glee. so afforded one destiny while many cheat lives, or so devastated it makes sense. such heart-hearths by wire wars into frequencies. aside a snapdragon a palm of petals, a glass of merlot … near a castle beneath a lacewing such remorse for substitutions. as never it could as it would if born their perfection; or never a dent if clairvoyant as seated in a cocoon. so pure as human so disastrous as angel where we have no choice.

            days into woods afore a dingy coppice along lines leading to our frontier. it becomes private. we try our best. while watching seems to disagree – with ropes or caves or some silly miscommunication. to ask for solid skies or impermanent warmth at a furnace burning coals. the train sails the ship flies those peaches are not mine. as a fueled person, so much to deal, while most are without ingredients. to have what many want or to have but a fraction, while aloneness, for most, is terrifying. those bushes those shrubberies they bear witness.

            delicate beliefs for delicate situations while nothing was delicate. the hinge is loose, the chimney is smoky, the garbage disposal is crammed. nowhere to deliberate. the garden disappeared. the hospice is filled. indeed, the monks are rabid, those priests have retired, most everything is out of reach. so painful such gray fog where two are clear, but everything is hurting.       

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