I was
unpraised as in forgotten where loving felt unusual. those new feelings, how a
woman unlocks us, while I sound a bit sentimental. upon a seesaw as laughing
with glee something simple with a loved friend. we flit or fly we die or
resurrect we feel quite political. to judge specialties or to prefer a certain
touch where it has become mental cravings. too infused to doubt faith too religious
to doubt Jesus or too academic to claim Jesus. our pivotal collapse our
serenity music at some distant memories. such static arithmetic it was once
geometry, I suppose we fell into comforts. indeed, a newer soul, prior to bringing
it back, it’s easier to chase rainbows. such a familiar exit, while headed
home, for love always returns. to imagine set marriages, as families combine,
we tend to put it to dynamite.
a fair disbelief an entitled
disposition while I take life for granted. it helps to earn it, to struggle a
bit, while it might be elsewhere. many ripples, so fresh from a liaison, while
never a second to heal. so ideal some pain some need for another to fix it. an
ambitious soul, many predicaments, if to admit it, such-and-such is a disaster.
some project a bit of bolt-work, while most feel unscrewed. to have died in us
or children we adore or frames capturing moments.
I drift gently, coming to a cliff,
it was sudden into my existential. love in exchange for deaths – the dynamic isn’t
hard to discern.
such economic concerns, plus,
friends must love me, it seems so intense – the way it depends on others, while
claiming independence, so estranged from our inner voice. such interior damage
such outward control, we might die before disobeying.
so sweet to non-attachments, so
rigorous with homebase, so clockwise with doubts.
treasured aurora so juvenescent by
tender noor. such ourbat (closeness), certain wabi-sabi (imperfection), while
claiming completed sciences; true friendship as in an ideal while winds waft
into images: dusty whirlpools or a quickness to heart, upon a flower losing
petals.
so much an engrossing poem, upon a
ghetto night, where lovers feel agitated.
