Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Pouring Into An Empty Voice

 

I kneeled down one morning. it began to upchuck. it poured for minutes. I thought about Bhakti, or combinations, those canyons are filled with estuaries. upon bigger brains, tendered by grandiosity, at battles with lion fish. such fine arts or chainsaws at invisibility, most are angered with the cosmos. but we sip merlot or watch an inner eye our aches filled with intuition.

            I reflect on sanity, its thinning lines, while undergoing upheaval: a steep climb up a steep staircase under a steeper sky. close to a reef shark, or roaming memories, while we decipher things late into its war; as bellicose suffocation, so charged to behave, where passion suffers from depression. if to love you, like normality suggests, we might become miserable.

            it opens to souls it closes without warning it speaks harshly with softness.

            I watched bull ants while untamed by intrusion to realize wrongness. a person holds much. it builds up. same person does something self-incriminating.

            those years in jars or born weaving so adolescent with heart trouble.

            I kneeled down one evening. pressure was seeping. I entered unaware of what comes out. such a secret for most, such an opening for some, as it often occurs after passion. such dear hurting, surefire aches, such as trampled often.

            lavish fire, or an endless pool, seated at the skyline. sweet memories touched by rawer essence while we try hands at resilience. to live in us or to trust in us what more is such preciousness? bound to constellations walking wires such welts upon a teenage fever.

            as regathered such primroses as purposed by your smile. to kneel in flame as morphing into melting such Divine Water. dipped or sprinkled but rinsed as a confession – such sanction or Blake is chains if given most eternity – our motion moving our miles between us, as creatures ever getting closer.

            welcomed to mythos or angels in hindsight betting on a kangaroorat. born to a scorpion lost to a wilderness too unheard to develop a mighty voice.    

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