trained
versus untrained. a space in universe. so socially decaffeinated.
I sip
my life moving backwards unexamined at points. a freezer man or sensitive man
while wildness was camouflaged. many masquerades such golden masks with hell
running into its chamber. photos of self a tear hiding so close but it churns.
a belief in thumps where we assimilate, like new presidents. but life was
unnoticed women weren’t totally defined, a worldview was formulating.
mosquitoes in pain, hyenas unruly, cheetahs running from cities to states. a
cordial man, a leery eye man, while unfortunate as a man. such envy such
position while many are forfeiting biology. but arms to souls or coffins to
spirits where we never imagine a soul dying so young. I sip my life moving
forward reexamined at points. so desirous such an appetite while we fight to
keep what we couldn’t earn. as entitled beings living entitled beliefs while
others know with certainty.
by trust if eligible by disdain if earning
it where many just change venues. as ever same behavior, while life is
redefined, where humans are seen as sensitive. such misuse as never acclaimed
while one just cancels a contract. not a beat missed, in fact, made love that
night—whatever we call making of sweet importance.
science is appealing. but I stand
condemned. because I’m siding with science, where my soul is siding with
fulfillment. so dispossessed, so trashed, such property I can’t own.
it seems mean, but one will use us,
while angry we decided against being misused. fever in me or flagrant into
stars, while one never intended to requite passionate rulings. but hell to it,
we just keeping functioning, until what is loathed becomes our behavior.
we
missed you, you never arrived, but you sat there the entire show.
I
was amused to see you, we seemed so fair, where war was ensued for negligence.
I can’t
really act it out. I have tried for years. but pretend seems appropriate. some
land we measure, some fruits we share some roses we despair. we meet. we have
bags. we never mention them.
and
we get angry when they leak out.
