Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Automatic Writing II

 

the skin bleeds those rolling skies as a fiend misunderstood. ferric ingestion such metallic pains while a word at a moment heals a feeling. so spatial as in metaphysics while skeptic a gut in wounds. a kiln in blood a feral behavior while it struck me to meet you. I was silent I said nothing while it meant much. so automatic so quick to assess as making a decision. too concrete too much a bookworm while most can’t stand a vague sensation; as feeling unenchanting or rummaging inadequacies where truth be into its walls. so much a mask a fool like cotton-candy – but a trance man, but buoyancy in a hellfire aside a curse laughing because it hurts. so spatial as in epistemology, so uncured by knowingness, some adventure we tease adults with. a true sage knows, such as knowing nothing, while we still need to function.

I saw romance as it looked smoky where wires crossed unto deaths; a feudal soul a manic soul so close it meant to run. a bad ass body a running spigot such helium in buttocks—to remote a reservoir to rake a lawn at something too terrible to explain. our last keepsake our first child, while it meant underappreciated. a true underdog, as it matters not, but still bipolar. such ghosts gunning such fey in a river as swooshing across continents. a crop for passion a bone for picking or such love it aches to inhale.

                        I was a pirate, I became a Christian, I’m more a mystic. so lost in graves such a pallbearer a sack for its afterlife. to disappear like two decades, most were mad it elevated. some fuzzy word, we call it by ulterior, while patient to await its destruction.

                        a last word near a millpond while father was at the sawmill. swift at it, struck her quiver, an arrow hit a body collapsed.      

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