Saturday, March 20, 2021

Metallic Doors Rebut Life

 

I prune intelligence or tinker with grass, sitting, looking unidentified. to watch Love dance those lawns laughing such pain in an addict; never on surfing or afloat while any notice would obliterate joy. so much happenstance so crooked in straightness as core abused by family. watching intently, too rigorous with smarts, while too elusive our addiction. a bleeding nose, a glass of Jack a pocket book; filled with paraphernalia assembled in scars such purple muses. so blown in hell such a dance with devils so bled the brain through! a shoebill gaze, a spirit at surface so wild so deep so erratic.     how to edit a caiman – how to reknit the dead – how to non-fire flame?

            but a blacksnake while talking bigger with life like epic episodes. into an epicenter or catering to a centerpiece so foreign to why it hurts. to listen closer. to hear such pontification. as to sense something exact in self. one becomes silent sounds one wonders about polytheism as running haunted by meta-psychologies. at an apple fused in a trance while words aren’t enough.

            it seems strange, needing all hours bent in sensation – where it matters so little. a viewpoint a first-person viewpoint while third person viewpoint upsets some folks. such artifice such language while dis-vetting me one dis-vets self. how to listen once jars are evidence where most take a plea! a bit crestfallen a bit unstated while it never meant what we sensed. I see my perceptions I value my perceptions while one says to hell with your perceptions. so indecent so much a crocodile where swamps are filled by noises. but a platypus streaming slime as asserting there’s something good in this luggage. curfew for adolescents a chaperone for adolescents while they outthink susceptibility.

            we heard of Shiloh. it meant so much. they made it to us early in life. I prayed like crazy. it was on God’s hour. excuses seemed like platitudes. I kept faith, changed perception, it became internal – as moving machines or tectonic plates or seeing its design.       

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