Friday, March 19, 2021

Demigod Woman

 

she’s a waitress at a business conference she seemed so huge. an intuitive mind deep sensuality while adoring sexual activity. I couldn’t if I would such a tight dress – arms reaching minds blown too serious with a Coach bag. some seas between us so naïve as a model as talking life on a guitar. so much pain so much love such a demigod. those travels to arrive while a naked woman is a cherished woman. more than a waitress more than I might keep while I spoke about marriage. so ocean sick such an odor I was wired for pain. to praise like crystals to chandelier like witness asking how it was – in those aches such a crevice to bleed like it was illegal. listening to Lana Del Rey seated in olden days, to wonder why she holds to that. so lovely so different a mulatto is allowed to love a white woman. some faux pas some blessing while fidelity is not an issue. maybe it probes maybe it laughs summer was wonderful. my malady my craving my addiction. a liquor man a country club walkaway while a birthday is looming. so gifted she dines with elegance at her charm. or drunk such a different person with a line is waiting. so salacious, a few big words, as incredible, non-innocuous, an afflatus, a white heart, a new name, would you laugh for me? jute holds us or timbre colors us while so wild heaven has rejected us – as a White House or a beach hut such waves tossing, or diminishing, or chuckling in Poseidon’s saliva. let me love pain let me die early if but to extract sweet wiles. a bleeding loser a fool for a waitress while business remains difficult. some small town where we got away if but to meet ten years too late. so fun so damaged while we both have had too many in sin. a bold bitter banishment. held close one child. so lost in serenity. a drunk couple getting fried while never to hold for life our demigods.    

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