Thursday, March 11, 2021

Farm-Psyche

 

with distorted lenses aside pure dysfunction to have reason to claim love; as adored sinners or wires tasting like metallic into an apparatus deep inside. so shallow to speak it, but why have I spoken it, where it was adorned for those reasons? such visual creatures so subtle it alarms so shy it violins. I came for pain sure undressed misery while it frets its happiness. so killed inside or rummaging our souls while palms are covered in confetti. I was fast asleep, now up for months, so much the way you hate us! by gravel kicking dirt a mind made dusty—by fire of an engine so drawn to destruction while many women are different than you.

by rare prediction as it unfolded so many cards atop the floor. a cage in intestines a double whiplash, where running to you is ridiculous. so twofaced. if but one to love me, the other might destroy me.

            it was tender affronting, or soft piano, while ignoring isn’t always healthy. I saw differently. rain pouring into windows. a space we go to, a few are aloud. some safehouse or incorrigible pain or a farm-psyche.     I swore to outlive it. it seems unorthodox. the way we pine suddenly. so filled with tomorrow or encased in silence while brains have brains. a soul memory an unappealing reality, while we destroy ourselves.

            by treasury or storm-cast or unfortunate harassment—as something inside!

            we have a place for people. we label quickly. or show lenience when it hits home.

            I often unvet me in turn to re-vet me, while sleeping seems identifiable.     the vest of the vacuum at some Fiji island – so exotic such erotic flame or tucked in terrifying identity.

            I know to retreat. it’s no one’s concern. as wither intensity settles.   

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