Monday, March 23, 2020

Wallpaper is Peeling


how
       have we
                     died?     
                              
I took silence I spoke to bones I auctioned sinews. by delight or determination I flamed by fire so fierce such violent voltage;
separated
inside               gunning through memories                 abolished but born.

the moon bleeds it coughs or chuckles where winds are intrusive;

            such familiar ribbons where it becomes alienation
            such roots by tyranny; a growling canine a ghostly angel
if but un-ruined if but unturned;         those spaces we enter as surviving innocence so pictureless but nonspecific;     to have dynasties but false      to have disasters too concrete             while we ponder by abstracts; to present emotion to place one on trial where a Judge is close to becoming silly; as it must be real  because I feel it deeply           where         leprechauns are laughing.

how
       have we
                     lived?
I was a child so introduced such filth and disgusts; lusty diamonds ignorant facetime by gusto to act as purely vicious; (to suffer those mentalities to leave parts dangling or to come across the opposite of ghetto; a man those years but a mystic those futures upon something seeming futile; the fruit of resistance or ebbing roughly while so painted so opalescent; our Nubian sisters or  Hellenistic counterparts as so given to reframed Asian lights).

I have screams I have entities such a countenance to provoke much; to have survived is not to have forgotten while most feel analyzed; the roof inverted those pearls are barrowed where we see tender beauty; it wanes but pulls while treading hail so retold to self it becomes pavement; the torturous coop or that shift it alters as electric so early on today.

the niche is unraveling the gator is waiting into testy or travesty ridden operas; so beleaguered such bile and bilking—where souls impassion such sullen skyglass.

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