Monday, March 23, 2020

Antique Wildflowers


—it isn’t hard to tell, such absence such insurgence such compassion; by difficult days by reigns of glory or soft sullen miracles; so electric so fierce where resurrection is priority—

we seal chaos we sell a piece of self where it was hellish getting close; a fool at protection a soul so deflective while devastation becomes suitable; such frequency such debates where a person might cogitate on you; pure concentration or pure elevation while intimacy separates both short and long-term museums.

I cave at times where visceral elements quiver where nova-hearts erupt.

it was sweat in you or death by resuscitation where a sober mind is feeling gnats; as cultural essence so forward those graves to imagine shivering in you; our courses blurry our dance with pain or so elated one might analyze; but sweeter chocolate or caramel crises after porcelain engines.

what
        divides
                    us?           so created in you while I beg of you where late night we trembled; sorely abased or carefully submitted or invited into your interior;
                                    those cleaving eyes such innermost trophies              if but more terror; by alchemic woe                        or academic doubt                  so forced to draw intelligence;                        by hated assessments too pure to die or too clean to live;                  swirling into a dervish          affixed to skepticism               where aches are stippled by smoke.

those salient weeds so aloof to winds at occasion to suggest more for us; sought after hinges or blue mystic magic those caressing eyes this coarse delight; to run from feelings to destroy an interior essence while raging in dungeon fields; this race to absorb us this tale in surgery while a man became his blood; to ween over pain or so pleased to see you so prior to our human aches; sweet mandarin or tea, so alive those tides, while fumbling through futile day-scares;
by personality or surely withdrawn over mandolins or guitars so thrown into cities; our future heartbeats        or those faraway trees             by caves or excellence.

something  
                 distresses us
                                      something incomplete where reasoning offends us; so justified so uneven while something tender feels cursed;                       our soulprints              our ocean turbulence               to rot or simmer in coals;          or blackdamp our soot and tar so far but galloping.

those wild flowers those curtains laughing or carpet latching on…—to cleave to you or to absorb you while traits merge into each other; by a fierce countenance but dreams with bars if but to arrive somewhat un-chiseled;
those niceties or charms while we compare through time such deep resistance.

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