Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Latin American Woman


my name is Jacquez. I live in California. I believe in our women.

            such by this touch made alarming                   but a fugitive in me                 while it compresses those laws.    I was alone midnight              we could break exhaustion                 I was reborn or desolate.

I can’t find its avalanche         it tucked into me         such blazing womb-care.

culture exalts mystery             such pure inconsistency                      or purer breakage.                   those emphatic thighs                       those screaming calves           into faces that beg forgiveness;                       so gothic so secluded while nothing loves like energy.              Pure bosom fire                       longer resurrections                        too close to wrench its freedom.  

but chasm or ditches infused by blackdamp such coal or crises this feeling this woman this existence; so existential or philosophic mayhem as to break or bend while baseborn; such gentle caress such sass or terror so erotic; too many for closure too fortunate for ruins accustomed to belly movements; those gallant undertones such re-tempered angst while never another breakdown; salacious grave-wars, by terrestrial glimmer, while a man claims he’s saving her; so much a savior so rude to God while Agony needs to melt one last time; this fight in men, to culture romance, while death to anything more than her; luster lips, lascivious hips, while one pleads for a child.

starry
visions or cake ridden tastes
while something needs fear; chiseled or famished while suffering from famine destroyed neatly; by chase only                   enriched crazed passion          to thrash mentalities or to wreckage by storm or to hold dear life for amoral;    bubbling red lava                    or rebuked inquisitiveness                   palming a starfish.;            an ocean bar                a weakness for arrogance                    those signs it denotes;             an American cobra               by mixture so Latin                 while jarring a deep miracle;              magenta ducks or treasured trauma                         so vocal so appropriate or so loud or frightening.

pure Savannah fox, an internal keepsake while nothing seems to measure such ice; too much truth or too many shadows seated in front of a dozen pelicans;
by love for wilderness by core for excitement by riches or exhaustion while decided to existence; a meerkat harmony a snake’s variety so loyal to pure freedom!

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