Monday, March 9, 2020

I’ve Restudied by Evaluation


it was dearly omic this day.  so much garbage or such sweet penchants at core vacuums or stale laundry as dying to reincarnate or flying but absent while feuding salience and bounty; the glorious countenance so sacred it lies while pure darkness gave birth to utter diamonds; this person so distant this mirror with half truths or Love so magnetic but ordinary; the same frets those familiar insecurities so easy that way so hard this way; something nonchalant or something

killing angels while poignant and nice or purely vicious; this old style this center agenda where juries evaluated and announced, “Not Guilty”; a mile to sanctity a kilometer to insane where we value a calming aura; but Love is curious and Love is dismissive and Love has hated our season; whereas, Love is glamorous or Love is perfect while paradox and fever dislodges interiority.

so favored you are in this orb of passions while I pine each day and lie to myself: “He’s mean like that this walking disaster this man’s freedom where claiming nothingness is essential to reclaiming the hem”; terms are insignificant and dynasties are impertinent so what shall we exonerate—this pencil this pen this domestic interior at nights screaming or hot sweats grieving or not a word while winnowed by concentration; to hear one so dismissive to imagine their lives

while a glance points to terrific dissatisfaction; but children or husbands or wives this deeper dishonesty this reason we deny self or this anger for years has become holidays; such a stream or such deliberateness while I haggle over which comes first; a delicate bracelet or a talisman necklace while little Simeon is head over hills enlove; this twelve year old those intellectual deficits while everything was given in honor of deaths; those few keepsakes or this mental locket such sound and barriers or such thistles and briers while leaping or shunning tumbleweed.

amazing but tender this mistake this purpose those winds or wings forced to react; pure flapping while the ground is chasing where a parachute would be nice; poison painted pictures or cellar arcades at something fragile while despised for observations; to need peace but it challenges integrity while most people sacrifice pieces every second; such analytical damages as

catapults to creativity where a man forgives mother for giving this (controversial) gift; our intimate omega  our impulsive beginnings where one was so natural he missed making but Love; torn bliss this castle near tracks while nothing in them was forgiving; our different accounts so pure and religious but hell be certain this one will die first.

“We have done our best plus he is not normal where it becomes giving it to God; it seems like a trance going through this battle or attempting to listen to other positions; if it is meant it shall move this closet it shall break this sky indeed before heaven permits this sinister forgiveness; for life has been its deliverance and if God wants something that force becomes human and knocks at your door.” we imagine such language we sense satire while determination becomes something we must (study).    

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