Thursday, March 12, 2020

Fire Indifferences: Our Stubborn Arcs: Is God Like Us?


Wiry issues or disobedient dice or cotton feelings; such erasers so melodramatic an adolescent running through sugarcane. (She eloped by wisdom              brand new eyes           brand new fire.)                       The church-house, the nets, such furious religiosity.                     but seals on suede but tired it’s so steady       while strewing and not reaping;       to loosen swords to reknit venom after the cosmic ardor.                  I have fevers  or feelings while classified; to remember clearly to think of one as protagonist while too unraveled by perception;                  so flustered or too balanced while it’s amazing what they listen to: sidereal avalanches or deed denigration while most feel empty;               this swearword            this seaweed                while losing something; a man made dullness through too much activity while this is classification; such potent mandrakes or a mélange of pills or death so opposite it lives;     reaper concentration or pure music while leaping and cursing and losing wire;                      by serpent lust, forced to hate naturality, while disbelieving those fierce scrolls;                         this country liquid this gunning moon, while eating snowballs.        Our first sermon our virgin memories if but to destroy by church-bells;                a palm of fireflies                    a totem pole laughing                      where it’s either this or that; while thunderclaps blue haven                         or sunrays our nun’s orientation.
…harpooned whales these soulquake lines to become something while confused; these hells where one is systematic if but to wreck hemispheres; this synaptic house or this neuro-mountain while a little here and a little there will definitely fukk us!                  …so barefaced as purely disgusted to imagine life as deliberate;            indeed, a child’s inheritance, a mother’s illness, and one that needs to perpetuate those smoldering fields;              to utter songbird concern so fulgent it screams at absolute construction; but a man by determination or agitation becoming attraction where one is plaid by disgrace.

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