Wednesday, March 11, 2020

That Old Cliché is Curt: It Gets Easier!


would it be this meadow of bestial cries or love as tender deer?

so arranged to anchor life this wind those doors this fire; as one chasing rebels this self in its portrait while I walked out of mirrors; hourglass bodies or petite diets while so groomed for gluttony; where one is amazing another is startling wherefore we grackle that flame; a man to brooks or melting into fabrics but yesterday was rage.

I cannot see you—as far as this
essence, for it missed its freelance; tall bark and castle or treehouse and ransom while one was lonely;
such frantic helium such rich guava while nectar was such pavement.

slow rhapsody into torque while a man cannot control; our mega-obsessions so torn if she is free so uninclined if she is humbled; more firewood or more water or always some more; by kittle the kitten came by bacteria the murder went, while in nature we call it differently; a mere scent or delicate tendencies while we behave for strangers.

I misread you this fair-minded event this acrobatic linguist this scientist despite its contradiction.

I sit in something spatial or this patience while it was normal to be angry; so much to me such petals by syrup or so many praying mantis; to compose and never see or to love and never be while something sharp and uneasy hits while resting; to wean mother or to disregard father where habits become our countenance; such deficit by tears such sweet purging or spirit-shrapnel; to steer our destinies or to dine over detachment while suffering this side-effect; utter numbness or scarce satisfaction while a person becomes reluctant; such charming mechanisms such enriching behaviors while something lives something has to die; this deeper science this mental war where everyone is projecting self; this product meant to feel this rollercoaster we disdain or certain realities where nothing makes sense.

—most would be furious but not that man while Love is shoveling disgrace; this winter coming this autumn raining or summer cuffs. such
fancy elements so missed by actions while justified by something wicked: if to hear that story, as to listen through it, while
needing to vomit; the disasters we face, measured by our bodies, where it means nothing;
our loving parents or some from the streets as to call out our conscienceness—

it
becomes sublime
an entire life, where most are seeking a savior; to un-muddy existence to play Atari if but never to ask for clarity; while I’ll never this light where one is dancing where falling to sanity isn’t important.

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