Sunday, March 29, 2020

Intuition Requires Time to Vet


It began years ago. The numerous auras. The nova-guts.
I was naïve      or stupid          or underdeveloped.
She pierced essence by crowbar or pliers. I could but I couldn’t—where eagles war winds.
The plight of distrust or thoughts undocumented or cults at brains.
The weather was stormy. Lakes were icy, deer were nervous.

I haven’t said much.

Initially,
it was attraction, but modified, nothing crazy, just recognition. An oval face a thin castle a ruckus temple, to have life that way; the sky was furtive the feeling was flustered where a person slaps their leg.

I sat on a sofa I watched ingredients I hummed a song; nothing too great, nothing intrusive, while stronger souls have fallen:
thunder there or cohesion there or cries and violence or balance there;
while counting leaves or touching water or kicking tree trunks; a sweet squirrel a bag of peanuts
such reminiscent déjàvu.

It was yoke by fire or substance by doubts by thoughts and platinum;
so far into minor waves or so lethal by intrusive caves—
to advise myself or to look while impatient or decided to avoid other exits.

I see images where days are blurry insofar as dynamics are made clear; never a death in us or never a newborn shadow as facing something too influential;

the first symbol the root of voltage by inrush or interior.  

Rain might return.

The dust or particles the pash or prayer by life or detriments—to stir stardust or to maintain dances where it was more than we expected.  

It seems inconsequential it seems unsung while we wrestle over injuries; but blue-black magic, but green earth, while our end times are close to our fretted times.

Increased momentum or standardized suggestions while souls are clumped together; by indelible reproach by decent approach where it becomes wilder those days.

It began months ago. The sheer reality. The limelight terrific.
To desire something this great effect where a person is psychosomatic; the unveiling might determine those nights at rescues while a guard dog just had puppies; the cycle of existence or souls debating attraction
or souls negating our intuition.

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