Wednesday, March 11, 2020

Alstroemeria Cries


We must seepage through letters or words such avenue blossoms; those cherry eyes those hand held hearts or but one sweet pill; so many florist such nectar in stone or purple concrete loyalty; those apricot lotions those vanilla mists while so comfortable laughing; but teal-blue roses those rows of rosariums or jamesia pine; to have escapes in you but the mere fragrance of you or a mystery so deep into his guts by you; this need in us this penalty flying while a man sheds his intestines; those days I watched those films I repeated while a man was judging letters; machete melees or music madness so mental or too mature; angels in dreariness or souls in agony while we dread falling too far into love; such random moods or deliberate anxiety while a man never wishes to die; this tense profanity or this war for participation where most are feeling a bit insecure; but Love has romance or Love is reality where too much of Love undercuts its reach.

We measure scruples into being and freedoms while to adore is to trust you. I have little glory but firm at something into core marbles; this tile of flowers this resistant essence to reclaim myself; such rapturous pulse to elude misery so captured by something it seals; but so affected plus stolid or such upheaval but disregard if but to fathom something making insanity; those enthralling passions if to reach beyond where something inside is a defensive engineer; those dear chrysanthemums or that last garden where I sat and re-scribbled the sky; those alms as tithes this feeling as unique where Love is a distant attraction; this inking heart this mental eraser while it was life to resurrect a bit hungry this time; for the thirst was waning the winds were weaning and the whales were silence; to unravel you or something that gathers me in this land where chi dictates behavior; such levity for some, such sublime anger for others—this need to love you!

It would take time to adjust and a new millennia to evolve or poppy eyes to persevere; mannequin tendencies to efface or art to absorb so messy inside so treacherous to self; or trying his damndest or lying to freedoms while so close and such nectar while a man went delirium; so much in me to dislodge me or so much in you to deface words; so worried lately, needing a change lately, for life has become too normal lately; this knoll became a mountain where no one is tilling and everyone is vigil plus this silent suspicion; for it follows forever, as a deeper stigmata, while no one truly fathoms it; but it lingers it becomes itself while it peaks at moments and disappears; this phantom in self, or this woman in me, while I’d behave with or without adjudgments; (but watermelon times or too much glee while we protect not falling for raisins).

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