Friday, March 6, 2020

Became Bizarre Business


It seems strange this meeting this likeness; to see mother, this deceased body, this living element. (to realize insensitivities, or to re-channel hostilities, while trying for peace in a hostile environment:
this valley of miracles
if but to exist, while something peculiar lingers at a distance; to adore a woman, to vacuum our concerns, or to get close enough to churn:
chandeliers & carpets, blue brilliant lights & patience, while maybe something was misread.)

                                    I have been unfair or maybe I regret where liking Love is not as working with Love; we work better than we like, we sense more than we speak, while Love is a (sen sei); this controversy or this lamp or growing through adversity—
to channel as dying, these last rites, while yearning for Europe; our Jerusalem arcs or Ethiopian aches while Love is at something she does not explain;
such frustration, such reneging, where it is similar to palming our fates; those few welkin feelings, or those pantomime voices, or this person I care for while feeling guilty.

It dies in burgundy or lives while shattered for we have made our decision: there will be conflict, there will by niches, or there will be frustration. Our wise otherness, our deep flowers, where ruthlessness feels extraordinary; to watch as he grows to sense more strength while flippant a decent response; our core but omic, our born deadly intentions, or this need to control something flying. We will watch for facts, & bend interpretation—it will always be in our favor! Those wild cougars or those friendly octopus or a craved whale getting heavy.

“I was soon to like you—I was destined to recreate you—while nothing was changing!”

Most women are cultured—identified by culture—while so lethal such falcons such desert meerkats;
so mis-fathomed, or tender fathoms, or raging frequencies; (while we forget something, those deliberate volts, where voltage was flaming into atmospheres—or mother was crying where transcendence channeled while listening by wilderness);
at another with distance, where those papers are weary, or scenic pain was too colorful—
this sky-welt or weeping puppies while Love near-souls is revamping music;
as furious creatures
needing raw control, while I can’t say, Danish!

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