Saturday, March 7, 2020

Sneering Smiles or Jolly Pain


Something cheerful breeds life.

I’ve noticed you, this fair skinned monster, this jubilant sorrow; an account agenda, an arousal autonomy, or an anxious advisor. Such to hurt as best, this credit score, while we assess each other. I would cleave mountains, or study irregularities, while you bring pure confusion; to have lost something, this coin of mischief, where it was distraction plus intrigue; by guts we fathom where it seems real but we must undergo training.

I have adored nonchalantly. I haven’t responded accordingly. While at times you spread joy: that glorious intention, those opalescent blueprints, or so caged by human activity.

Indeed!

You are so skilled and you are so joy while such glee resonates with much shame; this leaping by buildings or spasms by evenings where one might offend Helen. Those midnight perusals or those midday reflections while angered concerning something deliberate. To have like a person, while digging into that someone, where a response seems too critical.

But tender gleefulness as it buries travesty or to awaken early where deaths are inspirited; an indwelling fury or captivated melancholia while feeling intellectual emotion.

                                                                        The air is arid, the core is but cynical, while writhing as wretched at war.                      Such pagan passion such interior prints while imagery points to patterns;     pure plurality or postmodern art while affixed to thoughtless tales; so achieved such a legacy—to sense a smile;                         battling to see more or struggling to wash tears or settled in pure desperation.                    Such active voices so poignant by calculation where something is boarder-line;               a soul in motion a ghost at work or cherished blossoms!

I move afar to render advise while one shows discontent. This thing we presume, where we advertise normality, where its face is our reflection; a tale for heartache a dungeon by penalties while most are intolerant.

But Art is multifaceted and she dines on luxuries as human enough to aid poverty.

It is so cold while warm where it wasn’t as I assumed; this fever must dream, this resilience must scream, where it was something curious; as having that sunrise while to rest in nightfall where uncertainty cascades.

We ascend to descend. We parachute to reach earth; and We paraglide to smile harder.   

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