Wednesday, March 18, 2020

I hold a Fretful Philosophy


We might conjecture those windy flames where minds are inward.

Such inference sedates softly
                                                by courage or sullen stillness
                                                                                                where most men wonder.
It was kef those
charms it was life
those seconds
while absence becomes comforts;
such essence flowered
to others such sweet
fires—such syrup appointments.

Love was savior or seduction or complaisance. —to have intimacy to adore by faith or to crave where pains are mental—by fate or hex a man feels complete; those underground cults those fair furious women where such was restructure or
upheaval:
                        so deathless our souls so transfixed our parts while allegiance was pivotal.

I have watched guilt
this wiggly subcurrent while so sonic such ambiance or pain. I have uttered strangers and laughed in showers while mute on emotions;
at a nearby lake, suffused with legacies, and feeding a brant; our empyreal beauties, our textural dialogues
as creatures secluded publicly.

ghost temblors or energy in waves so reduced to our yearnings; to harbor fears to look for entrances where the ingress is blocked; at an impasse our recommitments our soulprinted quilts. those exotic feelings those erotic eyes while one hides intelligence; to need one to fall—for heart body and wall—so fretted while we can’t withstand.

the opus is you. the trail is scented.
those feelings are marooned.
this island those gates while so close it aches; pure majesty laced with sorrows where spirits are melancholic;
but a furious plan, to tap in or vanish, while Agony has grown stronger.
but cryptic splendor so activated for you where a man might change rubrics for you; those pouty axioms those fair tan palms or a nail you pulled and broke a feeling; such sinister cleanliness, so many charms, and father left us feeling guilty.
It was you to soar to die flipping mid-winds so sublime so lonely where I was pillar; by sour elixir to attain to such freedom while forced to carry God.      

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